Finally

I've been so restless these past few days. My mind won't stop thinking about you. I don't know if I can say that I am lucky because I found you. I've been in painful relationships. I've suffered more than my heart can take but still I am standing straight and ready to embrace another chance of falling in love again. Yeah, I am brave. Brave enough to love over and over again. Pain is love's evil twin. You cannot separate them. That's what I always tell myself. If I open my heart to fall in love again that means I am inviting pain in. I don't care. I know you can say that I am careless...but if being careless can make me happy...why should I stop? Here I am again writing blogs. I know you can't read this, but I just want you to know that I am ready to take a chance again...and this time it's with you. Thank you for being there for me and for loving me this much. I really appreciate it. I love to hear your voice everyday and just a simple "hi" and "I miss you"is already enough to make my day complete. Thank you for reminding me that there are still plenty of reasons for me to smile about and you are one of them. I won't hold myself back when it comes to falling in love. I wanna fall with you completely. I won't mind loving you everyday. I'll just be here...